Sunday, October 24, 2010

Too Busy with Nothing to Do Anything

I have been busy for as long as I can remember.  That's just my personality.  Even if--by most standards--nothing needs to be done, I will be on the go.  When I was working, I spent a lot of evenings and weekends doing laundry, cleaning and catching up on my reading list that always grows faster than I can keep up with.  Especially if I have a hard copy of something, I have to read it so I can throw it away.  And nothing makes me happier than emptying my email inbox.

When Keaton was born he wanted to be held 24/7.  So if I was to do anything else it had to be worth his tears.  And I'm a softy, so there wasn't much that qualified.  I basically reassessed everything I thought "had to" be done.  One day I was doing laundry and it occurred to me: folding towels is a collosal waste of time.  So now I put them in a jumbled mess and they dry us just as well.  I can understand folding clothes because they get wrinkled and you can't find what you're looking for otherwise.  But towels?  Who cares if they're wrinkled?

I can't believe this never occured to me before.  I have been folding towels my whole life.  I wonder what other useless things I just accept without question. 

The irony: Right now, Keaton is tugging on my leg and begging me to play with him.